Running high on spirits and adrenaline

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Hallelujah! The TDP seminar is officially cancelled, which means I can make it for CIP :D
its funny you know, how I thought I've moved on, but yet I'm still stuck at square one. all the pent up tension and fuzziness is being released in such a flurry right now I don't know how to act anymore... Sometimes I myself wonder how is it like to feel that again. Sometimes.

David Cook's Permanent lyrics are so sad and touching.

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask, oh God is there some way for me to take his place?
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away but still you say

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent, I'm permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry

If you read it while listening to the song, it's so touching. He wrote it for his cancer-striken brother, who very recently passed away.

And I think you guys are bored at reading about my life...
Sigh.
I feel so weak, so powerless that I am unable to express my emotions into words right now.