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"unless i grip the sword
i cannot protect you

but when i'm gripping the sword
i cannot embrace you"

"can i be the rain?
and connect to people's hearts
just like how it connects
the eternally separated
sky and ground"

"the reason why we think flowers on the precipice are beautiful
is because we are standing on the precipice as well
do not fear, because we are like the flowers,

we did not step off."
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warbled moans -
they come from within; an
unmistakable shrill call from nature herself.
this is the part -
one crashes onto the cool, porcelain
imitation of rubbish bins, where
forgotten memories of escapdes across
stained cotton plains and unwanted
floss were formed - lay hidden beneath
films of black and white (affairs that
were no longer current?)
it coaxes;
convinces the subconscious
that i was indeed the chosen one, for
there was an urgent need in
cleansing those mud-like monsters or
blimish liquid disguised as lemonade that
tasted too sour.
but no matter how much i fought, even
having to crush those vulnerable cotton fields:
for the creatures resisted; even retreating further
back. and when even those worn out sheets of context
failed to serve as a
distraction; when the day gave way
to the night, i conceded.


apparently nature dailed the wrong number
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dark blue tables scraped with faded pencil marks,
and trails of scattered eraser dusts, filled
with lingering scents of assignments and
snapshots of crackpots, remind us of
the metre-long rulers in which equations
of past and present congregate together
in crumpled sheets of matter and metaphors.

the creaky projected coughs up yet another
scene of scratched brown paintings - to each stroke
of a different scene; a different happening. Where
in every backdrop displayed clouds of laughter and
unmistakable enjoyment etched in every sole of
pattering footsteps across the concrete tiles.

your crisp suits were of a daily routined sight, where
every new day was another lap into reaching those
dreams that were driven by your pep talks and
endless paces of encouragement. Still, even though
we resented conformity, as we were like eager birds,
ready for flight to see the world - yet too immature -
we were accepting into your assigned tasks and
dedicated teachings that paved murals of captured
smiles lingering in frozen time, not ready to take flight.

and so, as we encircle this time capsule of unforgettable
waves of nostalgia, we recall: the stress, the fury, and the
brilliant streams of laughter - to each was labelled to an event;
a period of repeated time. And even though in every
moment it possesses a time lapse, the correction taped strings
that we had long ago tied to your chair, in hope of enacting
the prank, still remains firmly intact; unmovable, unbreakable pillars
of stones, statues and flowerpots.


but for now, as we indulge in the calamity of words and
polaroids of the past, the thoughts that string together in each
of our minds are harmonized, as we each repeat that certain
chant: that I, I will remember you, and all of the things that we've
gone through. For there is so much I can say but words
get in the way so when we're not together, I will
remember you.

So when we're not together, we, as one (not two, not three) class,
will remember you.

thank you, thank you


sixgee07 - teachers' day meet-up 2009;
forever and always stashed away into our personal crackpots.
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we sit -
on the cold, worrying texture of
Macdonald's benches, as the whirs of our heartbeat fuse
simultaneously with the constant depletion in signals
that warn of low battery. To each a click was
of utmost importance; ctrl+alt+del the whole project in which
numerous pictures that spoke a thousand untold gratitudes
formed. Andas our eyes dart back and forth,

we listen -
intently to the pulses and intervals of each lyric, for every
second would be of tantamount difference. Adjusting, to fit into
moulds of every sound wave; frantic clicks and strokes of
desperation. Inside the eyes of lenses, were shutter speeds so
rapid that it defied all sense of crispy, golden fries etched in
paled yellow hues of notebook paper. And finally, as the
intricate connections of bytes were transferred across, it was followed by
that beep of incessant salvation: we were complete.

we rush -
past metal railings drilled in concrete echos of footprints, where
every pace tells a different story of varying lengths in strides;
varying paces in anxiety. Boarding on - only praying in hope for
the chimes to stop ringing in our minds where
we try to cover with endless chatters of meaningless
banter. And yet keeping alert at every stop,
impatient to stop the ticking of time. And when it comes, the
hums of our feet left trails of nostalgia, swept away with
the laughter of the wind.

we see -
different yet similar faces, morphing rapidly into
strangers in which were once friends. The animosity was never
discovered though, as we perched ourselves comfortably on
bright red benches, covered with crumbs of spicy chicken all found
from the 7th stall from the left - where memories of blue ties and
untucked creases of our shirts were stirred up.

we laugh -
as we caught sight upon the reason to where everything
stemmed from: the beginning of all joyous squeals and the end
of all salty teardrops that clung from crevices of
homework and stress. An attempt at the revival was met with
groans from the device, as we were yet to present. Never in
vain: we were met with undeniable happiness from the years of
treasured snapshots from the past. Even though the
pain lasted for weeks, the crinkling of blossoming
smiles would carry on for years to come.

And as the period comes to an end, another
would grow again. For we are as one, and one will
never be two, nor three. So,
as we cling on to those glasses of Iced Tea and
strings of beehoon that scatter across our
teenage years, a chant will drift across the
wistfulness of innocent days, for daylights and night times
to come. For it is indisputable, and the power of
our spirits will never be thwarted. And so,

we sing. we will sing.


I, I will remember you,
and all of the things that we've gone through
there is so much I could say but
words get in the way.

so

when we're not together,
I will remember you.





sixgee-07 - teachers' day meet-up 2009
forever and always.
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churning clockworks:
an unforgettable period of
convoluted wavelengths and varying
pitches of strained laughter and stolen
defiant glances. A string of commands
line themselves up in unreasonable
painted bottles - to each labelled a
different person; a different mannerism. And
so, to each of one's caldron of bubbling
fury - we compose: a masterpiece of
painted swirls and satires to each it's own
conveying meaning. But the futility in
complacence and surging forth, leads to nothing
but conformity, for the kindred spirits in each
of our possessions finally trickles down into
smooth, painted (blue? red? white?) clay marbles - etched in our
soles as individualistic footsteps patter across
the platforms of undeniable submission.
For all we could enact out without pricking onto
the conscience of forcible demands, were
desolate skies of mapped out murals - painted to
draw out each act; long heavy strokes. And until we wait in
rapid impatience for the clockworks to turn stationary,
only the faintest tinge of enmity will flow out: as
no feelings will pale in consideration; as no bonds will
break or fold like cardboard backdrops.

Silence

Aug. 29th, 2009 10:59 pm
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Stop; play; pause.

This was like: the trickling of

conformed reflections – separated; transformed

into spectrums of dull grey wisps of hair and

twinkling eyes, sparkling like rouge

constellations in night

skies. Where each curve of lips one forms

would define trickling honey or thunderstorms in skies

too silent. Like a still-point in flowing time; echoing. He

sits on that rusted bench (were there creaks?);

watching those clouds that

never seem too bleak. Momentarily plunging

into dimensions where music pulses from within.

For there were no subtitles between

distinguishing tones, and no signs in

savouring sounds of the resonating flickers

of life.
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we had a problem.
 
it came in disjoint sets of 
harmonious tidings: 
as I observe - our love fell through
cracks of probability and 
inquiries.

let x be you and
y be me, you say - sparkled eyes and all. 


Situations
that remained unsolved [given 
up on?]  or those 
parallel dimensions that simultaneously
failed to turn real. [thrown
away?] our rhythm an 
unnatural log; our suffering of
inverse proportions. [maybe it was 
time: everything fades.]

but what if there were two of me? I ask, 
scrawling a "2" above my letter. (mine,
I used to think.) 

would you get sick of me? 

no longer constellations
of the same planet, no 
longer elements 
in union. [no longer 
natural; whole] intersections cut 
open: fresh, hard,dry. and 
teardrops in which numbers hurt
to count anymore. [ripped 
apart, broken down, simplified.]

you laugh - we 
just have to see, won't we? but 
you had thought so: equations
never came true in reality. that's why,
I had to swallow those 
gumdrops, and cancel those numbers -
for I knew of an equation that was
really true. 



and when
the roots of heartache 
sank completely into the volume 
of my dreams. 
that's when I finally solved 
our problem. 

Me + U = {} 

we were non-existent. 

Null?
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Trails of red, crimson, gold: fiery
passions billowing across her skin – it
shines of peonies basking in the sun (or perhaps
she is that of herself, younger glory of it all) – and
the smile of a thousand glistening seashells.
She does pirouettes – fast
Yet slow;

Burning with fury,
Yet gentle with grace, occasionally
Stumbling though, for she lacks experience. But
She cannot fall; cannot give in. So
She continues to spin
And spin

And spin.



And I take her hand.



We dance – the ferociousness of the
Tango, Waltz, Cha Cha (all decked in heels with inches
that supersede Saturn’s rings). We go faster –
I guide, she follows. Better than auroras, greater than
Mount Olympus, mightier than Jupiter’s storms. We
were an unstoppable force of tornadoes and hurricanes
that left scents of dry parched grass and
withering trees wherever we go – the
asteroid belts, Milky ways, constellations above
the endless mass.


And then she burns, brighter than
ever. Our pace quickens – she learns fast. Now,
I follow, she leads the way – through
planets and galaxies far beyond the seven seas and
the crystalline fields of Earth. We go faster,
And faster,

And faster.

Until supersonic was not enough, until we were of
a blur of golden beams shining
through the heavenly bodies. Zapping our
way through time, bending laws of Physics when we
were as one.


But then she slows down, the wrinkles
of age creeps up (maybe it was from the never-ending
Ballet of celestial dreams?). Her hair trickles
down to soft hues of dry ashes – her face fades; still
beautiful though. But she could no longer
keep up. And slowly she lets go: starts to spin again,
in a different manner. Now she goes in and whirls
and transforms into nothingness – attracting
anything that comes her way - like magnets from
a broken pole. (Maybe it
was to break apart from monotony?)


But not me.



I watched her, with my silver eyes alight - no sorrow,
pity (lack emotions). Until
She no longer spins, until her ashes were pulled
Into that wave of
emptiness.


And I walk away.
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I am writing a kradam fanfic.

I thought I'd never see this day.

Oh my god.
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Someday -
we'll sit on that tree, of
those glossy green leaves and oranges
that never get too ripe. We'll climb,
to that highest branch where the
peeling bark will leave
crinkly footprints on our
blue jeans: like that sky filled with
clouds that never seem too high. And we'll,
we'll pry the rims of those oranges
with our fingers that interlock
together - fingers that never fail
to fit too well - until they turn
yellow: just like the never-fading juice.
And we'll gift ourselves with
a silly laughter until our lips are full of
citrus bloom. And we'll stay there,
until the names we carve
go up in smoke.

inspiration: here.
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SCREW GEOGRAPHY! AND CHINESE FOR THAT MATTERS!


WTV. IM GOING TO FAIL.
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My math test was epic fail I lost 3 marks already and I think I'm so screwed I feeling like flopping and dying and depressing! :(
School today was weird and sigh and puzzling and difficult at the same time.
I think I'm getting better with the guitar! I can play Mad World without pausing to change chords and I'm starting to get a grasp on Mama mia!

Stuff to learn on the guitar:
-No Boundaries
-Falling Slowly
-Mama Mia
-Don't Stop Believin' (okay this one is death)
-Come Home

Now I have to do a design for the Literature Seminar thing :/ I hope I'll be able to make a suitable nice one in time! Arghhhh, I have an idea so hopefully it works
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"If God would have wanted us to live in a permissive society He would have given us Ten Suggestions and not Ten Commandments."

Zig Ziglar


And yet everyone still breaches the rule of discipline, and further indulge in their guilty pleasures. But somehow, we just can't stop testing the waters, wondering when would that indulgence become an overdose. As for me, I have many guilty pleasures, I must admit; it does not really benefit me in my life, but I still carry on doing it anyway.

0.1: Kradam(n) :(It's sucking my life away, gosh)

0.2: Adam Lambert :(Yes he holds a very bad influence on my grades but he's awesome as he is.)

0.3: Backwards Writing :(Y'know, writing backwards so that it can only be deciphered by using a
mirror? I like doing that. It's fun. But it's also time consuming and useless as teacher's don't really appreciate it.)

0.4: Earphones :(I carry them EVERYWHERE and listen to music with my phone as many chances as I get, it's unhealthy.)

0.5: Procrastinating :(I can't help it!)

0.6: Writing drabbles and stories that serve no meaning at all.

On a lighter note, I shall mention that I FLOVE jerakeen for sending me an invite to dreamwidth! :D THANKS VERY VERY MUCH!

Okay that more or less concludes my first post here. I should post some of my writings or stuff here once in a while, it'll be kinda cool.

Well, here's to hope I survive school.

pbl, yosh!

Jul. 7th, 2009 07:40 pm
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 YES I SWEAR I'M GOING TO PUT IN MY BEST EFFORT FOR TOMORROW'S PBL AND WE WILL PWNZORS EVERYWAN. 8D.
Anyway wtv, I WANT THREADLESS TEES D: Any kind soul can help me buy some? <3 

American Idol Tour finally started, Adam in Portland = UNF UNF UNF. Omfg his Starlight was super epic win I wished I could have been there but too bad I'm on the other side of the Earth :( 

And +1, I'm worried about the fact that I think I'm growing too complacent :/ I mean I haven't been studying and I'm afraid my marks will deteroriate !! ): Howwwwww
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 THE BREAKING POINT

“Earth is in danger…and we’re the only ones that can stop it”

 

“…You human beings have no right to exist on Earth anymore. Look what you have created – a monster! How can you expect yourselves to be the rightful saviours of our Planet? Your time is up; enjoy your last moments on Earth, revolting humans.”

 

My eyes bore into the reflections of the screen as it flickered to black – unable to comprehend what was happening. They fluttered across the room, scanning to see any signs of change from the red and blue wallpaper to the handful of envelopes containing salaries that have yet to be given out. Finally, I conceded defeat and took a deep breath, while my fingertips simultaneously began rubbing the temples between my eyes.

 

“Why…is this happening?” I asked, sensing a splitting migraine arriving.  

 

“Well Mr. President you see…scientists have recently announced data that Earth most likely only has a few years before it is…destroyed, unless something is done about it. And this, group here – which I may say Mr. President, disgustingly claims that they are the ‘messengers of God’, and vowed to exterminate all humans in order to save this planet.” My secretary replied, with full composure.

 

“But aren’t they humans too? Unless you’re telling me they landed from Mars.” I retorted, chuckling inwardly at my own sarcasm.

 

“You see Mr. President, this group is adamant that they are the saviours of Planet Earth, and-”

 

“WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE THEY THINKING ABOUT?” I bellowed, unable to take it any longer. Curling up my fists, I slammed into the nearest object around me with all my might. “I am the President. I should be the one that decides everything. You know what? Screw the scientists; the world is doing absolutely fine. I mean look at us – we’re earning money and generating revenue all year round, and now they’re saying our Planet is on the brink of destruction?!”

 

Shocked at my own sudden outburst, I hurriedly stomped away from my terrified secretary to observe the scenery outside my window. Looking out, I was satisfied to see that nothing had changed. The stark contrast against buildings from my party to the Opposition were getting greater and greater as I recently ordered a fresh coat of paint (red and blue, our party’s colours) for every apartment in my party’s constituency. It helped that I ‘accidentally’ cut off the funds to the Opposition so that upgrading would be impossible.

 

“That would teach those people that didn’t vote for us.” I thought smugly.

 

Now, for more serious matters at hand. Just when I was about to turn around and take charge, an ear-splitting blast caught my attention. Just then, the screen that once broadcasted the threat flickered to life again.

 

“The fun just started, enjoy your time in hell, humans…”

 

I gritted my teeth as the screen yet again flashed to darkness. Slowly, I rose from my seat and headed to the media centre – I knew that this was being broadcasted everywhere, and if I was not wrong, the country was going to plunge into chaos any moment, and someone had to do something about it.

 

As I stepped up to the podium, I took a deep breath and spoke.

 

“This should not have happened, I am sorry that it has.”

 

 

 

X

 

 

 

I walked across the streets, surveying the damage inflicted on the buildings. Somehow, I felt a small tug at my heart-strings, a small sense of hesitation?

 

“What if this brings more harm to our Planet?’

 

I quickly pushed the thought to the corner of my brain. No, it was too late to stop this now. It was my duty. I had to. I had to stop the world from stepping into further dangers.

 

I had to exterminate the humans.

 

Slowly, I walked to the steel-black gates and feigned a smile at the guards. I looked around cautiously, hoping that my disguise would pull off. As I trailed down hallways and staircases, I felt a quiet tingling feeling at the pit of my stomach – excitement.

 

“This, would be the start of a better Earth,” I breathed.

 

I carefully placed the bomb down onto the ground. Then, I took out a shard of glass and sucked in my breath as it hovered to my wrists. Steadily, I exerted the least amount of pressure I could to penetrate my skin and draw blood. I used my fingers and slowly but surely, began dabbing the pool of crimson red blood and carefully traced the words onto the cold marble floor…

 

Humans are the ones that pushed the Earth past the tipping point, to the brink of destruction.”

 

“Kill them.”

 

I rose from my position after finishing my handicraft and allowed myself a small smile. Very soon, the humans would be annihilated, and the whole world can continue living without the fear of destruction anymore.

 

 

 

X

 

 

My brows furrowed as I stumbled into my office, exhausted by the media craze and the never-ending swarm of reporters.

 

“What have we done to deserve this?” I thought.

 

I lowered my wrists to grab hold of the remote control, before turning the television and directing it to CNN News. I sunk into the sofa, praying that nothing else significant happened besides the erratic amount of explosions occurring around the town. What was on the headlines though, were not explosions – they were much worse. Much worse.

 

HEADLINES: RUSSIAN PRESIDENT ASSASINATED. CHINA’S PRIME MINISTER DIES FROM UNNATURAL DEATH. COUNTRIES AROUND THE WORLD PLUNGED INTO CHAOS.

 

My hands shook as I heard the remote drop onto the marble floor with a sharp clank.

 

I could be next.

 

Just as I was about to crumble down, a strong wave hit me and catapulted me towards the wall. It was then that I heard the explosion. It was then that I felt concrete connect with flesh, and my whole world was sent spiralling down to darkness…

 

I was next.

 

 

X

 

 

 

My eyelids fluttered open as I groped around my surface, attempting to achieve a sense of balance.

 

Where am I?

 

I could hear sounds of collective gasps of relief as my eyes surveyed the surroundings.

 

Am I alive?

 

Then, the series of events came rushing back as I remembered the stabbing sears of pain and distant sirens flashing across my head.

 

I was alive.

 

And then I recalled the mastermind behind this, and my eyes hardened. Quietly, I gestured to my secretary, signalling him to chase the other visitors away.

 

“Jefferson, I want a full report of the situation right now,” I commanded.

 

“Well Mr. President, the world is basically in chaos right now. We haven’t officially released news about your injuries, but your absence from meetings has heightened suspicions…”

 

“How long was I unconscious for?” I asked softly, bracing myself for the answer.

 

“Three full days, Mr. President. You were lucky that you made it out of there alive, not many people survived, you know,” He paused. “Many of the world leaders have either been kidnapped or killed, and terrorists have taken over most of the media…”

 

I let out a sharp intake of breath, before forcing myself upwards – to the shock of my secretary. My resolve hardened, confirming my fears with every word he spoke.

 

It was time to take action.

 

“Jefferson, tell the Minister of Defence he has full reign on the firearms and missiles. Tell him to fire at every opportune time possible.”

 

“But Mr. President-”

 

“Jefferson, it’s time I took charge. The world cannot carry on like this. Now are you with me or are you set to see the world crumble into bits?” I let out a steady smile.

 

A small smile from my secretary was enough to assure me that the task would be carried out.

 

“You know Mr. President, I have never told you this but it has been a complete honour to serve under you,” he said before quickly walking towards the guards to issue them commands.

 

“It’s time to wage war,” I thought grimly.

 

 

X

 

 

5 years later

 

My eyes darkened as I saw my latest plan crumble to pieces. Why didn’t those humans get it? If their filthy existence persists, they would only continue to destroy Earth and all the species along with it. But if they are annihilated, then Earth and the other species will continue to survive and even thrive. Then, won’t Gaia finally be rescued from the brink of destruction?

 

But those humans just do not understand, all they care about is their precious skin.

 

The past few years have been tough for me, as the US President turned into a maniac and started firing missiles at random places. I had lost many men, including some close ones. But I will persist, I will not give up. I will never, ever, give up.

 

My eyes silently trailed up the large body of metal in front of me. My last resort, where I am sure the humans will finally be exterminated.

 

“This will be our salvation,” I breathed.

 

 

X

 

 

I trudged down the paths of symmetrical gravestones, silently choking back the tears I was holding back for so long.

 

When is this going to end?

 

The war between the government and those terrorists had gone on for far too long. Around me, the once red and blue buildings had been reduced to ashes, with only traces of bloodshed laid as proof of its existence.

 

Truthfully, I was sick and tired of all the fighting and suffering. I know, I’m the President of the United States, I’m luckier than the civilians who are either homeless or starving. Still, that did not stop me from feeling the dull ache in my heart and the crumbling of my knees.

 

“I just want all of this to stop. Just stop.” I muttered, before breaking into sobs.

 

Subconsciously, I began walking aimlessly, before finally stopping in front of a gravestone.

 

It was Abraham Lincoln’s.

 

I had no choice but to laugh at the irony of the grave in front of me with his name etched out so deep. The man, who gave so many Americans freedom, now lay in front of me.

 

That was when I saw those words.

 

That was when I knew, I had to carry on fighting. As I felt a rush of adrenaline in my body, I looked towards the horizon, suddenly feeling that the future might just be brighter than before.

 

As I began to take a step forward, the whole world turned white.

 

As I closed my eyes and tried to resist the pain, I knew that it was hopeless now. And so, I succumbed to the pain and let out all the sorrow I had felt. For now, all I could do was pray that maybe, just maybe, the human race would pull out of this somehow…

 

 

“Remember in the depth and even the agony of despondency, that very shortly we are to feel well again.” – Abraham Lincoln.

X

 

 

REFLECTIONS:

 

Now, I guess you might be thinking why did I write a story whereby most of the people die? Well, because that somehow denotes reality. Because in reality, the good guys don’t always win. The motive of this story was not to please the reader; it was to somehow try to convey a subtle message within all the action and the killings. If you had noticed, the reason why the terrorists were trying to exterminate humans was not because of religion, nor was it because of political clashes, but it was just simply trying to save our Planet. As written in the story above, it is true that humans are the one that brought upon the impendent destruction of our Planet. And it is completely rational to believe that if we destroy the cause of the problem, the problem would eventually go away.

 

This is written with the hope of educating the readers that it is their duty to save our planet Earth, because if this continues to carry on, Earth might really just self-destruct on us. This is our planet and we, as humans, should be responsible to push it away from the breaking point – for the sake of our future, as well as the Earth’s and all the species on it.

 

Also, the never ending battle between the terrorists and the government even after five years also denotes the situation the world is in now. No matter what happens, the terrorists will always be there, the struggle is never-ending. That is why, if we do not take strict measures (just like the US President didn’t at the end), we might just find ourselves plunging into the hands of danger.

 

Apart from the terrorism and the Global Warming situation, there is also Singapore politics implied inside the story. The line which says “This should not have happened, I am sorry that it has,” was initially spoken by our Deputy Prime Minister, Mr. Wong Kan Seng. Many critics and Singaporeans were angry for him at saying that – somehow showing that he is unwilling to admit his mistakes. However, for me, I believe that he would prove them wrong, just like how the US President finally took charge of things later on.

 

The first part of the story also not-so-subtly state the stark contrast between buildings in the PAP constituency and the Opposition constituency, with the Opposition complaining that they do not get enough funds to upgrade the buildings.

 

I have also tried to combine the things I have learnt at CAP into this story. They include: planning the building blocks of writing a story and writing emotively from Josephine Chia’s workshop, and planning out the characters and addressing issues in the world from Courttia Newland’s workshop and Yew Kong Leong’s workshop respectively. Also, I had took some ideas from Lord Puttnam’s lecture, whereby the situation the Earth is in right now is something that must be quickly tended to.

 

All in all, I myself hope that the message manages to be conveyed and I hope that this story would be able to entertain readers of all age. Children, because of the action and the thrills, as well as adults for the messages inside it.   

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You know I've realised I can never post really long stuff because usually I get too tired writing about the same shit or I feel that you must have gotten real bored reading about it.

Today was a sad day. It was my last day of CIP in FTPPS, and it was made of complete and utter win with FINALLY a group picture :) (Do you know how HARD is it to get a group photo with my pri school mates?!) And I have officially acquired a stalker, another step to world domination :D
Besides that, the holidays are ending soon and I'm not done with my homework -.- Seriously, Crescent is fucking crazy, giving so much homework. And I have to complete my CAP Portfolio by 3rd July or I'm super dead. Well, I'll pull through, somehow. I hope.
Also, today was the day the King of Pop, Michael Jackson died :( Even though I didn't really listen to Michael Jackson, but I've read his Wiki page and I could tell that he was indeed a worldwide icon. Ever since I was young, I saw Michael Jackson, and Michael Jackson wannabes on TV -- imitating his dance moves, covering his songs. Still, they all paled in comparison to him. He was a trend-setter. He was eccentric. He was so talented. And it was such a waste that he died before he could make his comeback (5th July). His death will be greatly mourned, by everyone in the world. Because today, we have not only lost a singer, but a true pop star, an influential icon, a superstar. R.I.P MJ, it don't matter if you're black or white, alive or dead, you'll always be wedged somewhere in our hearts <3

I've recently taken (actually today) to listening to oldies -.- I can't believe myself, am I growing old that fast? LOL. I'm like listening to Journey (Don't Stop Believin', Open Arms), Queen (Bohemian Rhapsody, We Will Rock You, We Are The Champions), Phil Collins (Against All Odds), MJ (B/W, Thriller)...
But they're really beautiful songs and the lyrics are really great so you should check them out if you actually bother reading this :D

Oh I saw this super adorable Kradam videooo <3


SO ME AND ADAM CAN LIE DOWN TOGETHER AND CUDDLE
I HAVE A CRUSH ON ADAM.

Oh god I just sounded so stalker-ish. Must be someone rubbing off me...
STILL, I'LL PROVE MY POINT.
LOOK AT HOW ADORABLE THEY ARE TOGETHER:





OKAY I COULDN'T RESIST POSTING THIS PICTURE, DOESN'T HE LOOK SO PRETTY?!




SKJAHDFLSFDKLFJD. AND THIS IS WHY SO MANY PEOPLE SHIP KRADAM <3
Okay, Kris thanks you for your time :D

KRADAM! hug
Hallelujah! The TDP seminar is officially cancelled, which means I can make it for CIP :D
its funny you know, how I thought I've moved on, but yet I'm still stuck at square one. all the pent up tension and fuzziness is being released in such a flurry right now I don't know how to act anymore... Sometimes I myself wonder how is it like to feel that again. Sometimes.

David Cook's Permanent lyrics are so sad and touching.

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask, oh God is there some way for me to take his place?
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away but still you say

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent, I'm permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry


If you read it while listening to the song, it's so touching. He wrote it for his cancer-striken brother, who very recently passed away.

And I think you guys are bored at reading about my life...
Sigh.
I feel so weak, so powerless that I am unable to express my emotions into words right now.
ADAM! flying kiss
I OFFICIALLY HATE MY HOMEWORK LIFE.
-stabs it with fork-

REASONS WHY THIS WEEK IS GOING TO SUCK:
-My CAP reunion HAD to fall on the same day as my tuition.
-CIP and my TDP seminar clashes, I want to go for CIP but my dad wants me to go for TDP.
-Homework Rushing time
-NEED TO COMPLETE MY CAP PORTFOLIO BEFORE I COMPLETELY DIE.

Fooo.

Offhand note: I FLOVE THE KRIS ALLEN NO BONDARAYS VIDEO. EVEN THOUGH MY PICTURE DIDN'T MAKE IT THROUGH IT IS NONETHELESS EPIC. (L)

incoherent

Jun. 20th, 2009 02:03 am
ADAM! ADORABLESQUISHABLE GRINNN
 why the fuck am I still awake now and torturing myself when I have the ~urge to write the Philosophy notes on paper? I mean it'll help me in acquiring General Knowledge and shit and it's better than me being a masochist and checking to see if there's anymore kradam fic to satiate my need. 

god i have no idea why i'm typing this now and i don't even bother to capitalize my letters anymore. 

i think lucas (the guy who plays fred) is cute (: and he's good looking, unlike jonas fucking brothers. boo. 

and I need to get my epic adam moodtheme over to this account. quick. 


KRADAM! BFFs
Oh god and I thought coming to the June Holidays would be one of the happiest moments of my entire Secondary 2 life but noooo, that did not seem to be the case.
Well, lets start off with the shitload amount of homework that I had seem to acquire from my lovely teachers.

ENGLISH
  • 20 Newspaper Summaries
  • 6 Book Reviews
  • 300 words in Phrasebook (I did 400 because I thought it was 400 at first -_-)
MATH
  • Chapt 5, 6 of Math WB
  • 1 Mock Mid Year Paper
  • 2 Online (1-hour) Quizzes on HeyMath 
CHINESE
  • 1 zuo wen
  • 1 ying yong wen
  • 1 yue du bao gao
LITERATURE
  • Shakespeare Quiz
  • Macbeth Overview
JAPANESE 
  • 1 Essay
  • 1 Script+Map+Recording
  • Worksheets 
COMPUTER STUDIES
  • Do Flash interactive storyboard 
LITERATURE FESTIVAL
  • Design video scenes
CAP PORTFOLIO
  • Write 3 prose essays for Mentorship Attachment Programme
  • Possibly? Write 4-5 Poems 

Wonderful eh? And look at the amount of time I'm filled during the Holidays.

1ST WEEK: 
Monday - Friday: CAP (Residential Camp) 
Saturday: CIP Discussion 

2ND WEEK:
Monday - Wednesday: SCHOOL 
Friday: Da Vinci Exhibition 

3RD WEEK: 
Monday: Da Vinci Exhibition 
Thursday: SCHOOL 

4TH WEEK: 
Monday - Friday: CIP + TDP Seminar 

Thus, leaves me with around 11 out of the usual 30 days free during the June Holidays. 
How am I going to fit doing all the homework + revising for next semester + relaxing + going out with friends into all that? 

:C 

Screw this. 







 

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